Friday, September 30, 2005
Why Matrix?
I've always been a crazy fan of the trilogies, despite numerous people not being able to comprehend the meaning behind it. Like the movie, i've always believe that everyone has a purpose in dis world, we just have to find out wat it is.
Besides, i've got quite tired of seeing my old skin.. mebe some changes would spur more entries?
Last night was the second time in few months dat i slept the entire evening till morning. i reached home at 6 plus, n before long, i was oredi sleeping before 7. Woke up briefly to maghrib, then i just couldnt bring myself to taking a shower so dat i could attend my class at Al-Iman which ive been missing since last more than a month. I succumbed to the weak n tired limbs, n lied lifelessly till about 4.30 am. By then, i've got less than 2 hours to get up n shower to face another day at work, n dat means invigilating the first exam day.
So in between invigilation, i rushed to get my exam papers amended, since i didnt get to do it the night before. Also had a meeting wif the principal over my new CCA, which would effectively start next yr.
N work still has not ended, as i have to vet the students' remarks for the final exam report book.. i have to submit them by today actually, but i think dat can wait till monday. another late submission by the tired old me..
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
I trespassed...
into a person's personal dormain to see if life is treating her fairly... alhamdulillah she has finally moved on without me. I'm relieved, i'm glad, n alhamdulillah another person has descended to give her the comfort n support i can no longer provide..
To my dearest fiancee: Honey, I thank u very very much for understanding me n all my past.. its been hard to move on but i finally am free from the clutches of guilt and fear of my past, n im moving on wif u in full force.. I Love U!
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Monday, September 19, 2005
burnt pockets...
as the price of petrol looked to remain at the current highest value, or set to increase in due time. for the first time, my petrol bill is more than SGD$350. the petrol companies were smart to give great discounts last mth, dat led me to have the lowest bill since i used my Shell card to pay for my petrols.. n dat was only $240 or something like dat. sometimes i feel like leaving my car at home, but mom would make noise, n i wont have the flexibility to run here n there like i used to..
ive also been bz.. my first few mths have been a sharp learning curve, recently its become sooo steep! i underestimated the time i needed to set my exam papers, n i ended up staying late nights trying to complete on time. amidst the stress of work n time, i succumbed to the flu bug... again! i've been sick every mth, n it wont look good if i were to take an MC for it, wat more since i felt very very sick on thurs, one of the 3 days of the week dat my principal frowns upon if anyone takes MC. i trust she meant those who tried to get long weekends by taking MCs on mon n fri, n to avoid contact time on thurs, but to be on the safe side, id rather not have any MCs at the moment, n self medicate..
new medicine in the market. i tried Rubitussen's 3-in-1 fever, cough n runny nose medicine. its in capsule format, wat was mentioned in the package was dat the capsule contains the fluid part of the medicine, 2 quite large ones per dosage.. n i cant exceed 4 dosages in a day.. all in all alhamdulillah it made me well..
i plan to leave sch early tonight.. want to rest at home before i go fetch my dad...
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